Blessings and Beyond

strolling through life with struggles and victories

Day of Endless Failures

| January 4, 2011

I feel as if I have not done one single thing right today. This day has been one failure after another: failures at work failures at home failures with friends. I feel worthless and tired. Incapable of being the person I want to be. And yet, You love me still. My family, friends and coworkers [...]

Breakdown

| September 30, 2010

The workplace is no place for tears. Yet despite knowing better, I crumbled like sand. Bring me back from the precipice. Help me win back the respect of my coworkers and bosses. Let me use my emotions as strengths, to find solutions and right inequities, so no one else need be crushed by the weight [...]

Restoration

| September 25, 2010

My body seems to have turned on me. My head is fluid. My stomach has flipped upside down and I’ve got a wretched case of the shivering sweats. I am losing time to my sickness. My body is an enemy. Stay here with me, won’t You? Lay a cool hand on my forehead and soothe [...]