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Felt So Disconnected

Today is Holy Friday. And honestly, I don’t really feel spiritual inside when everyone is expected to be one especially this Holy Week. I felt that I have backslidden. I felt unsaved. I felt that I don’t belong anymore. I felt so disconnected to God.


Well, most of us believers will often say that this is normal. We have been here once or twice before but as for me, I felt like I am so trapped here. I felt stagnant and unmoving. I felt that I am so far… so lost… so not like a Christian. And I felt very wrong inside… I felt that I should not be feeling this way.


Spiritually, I felt so dehydrated. Intellectually, I know what I should do to revive but physically, I am even lazy to start. I felt so doomed, so scared and so hopeless.


2 Responses to “Felt So Disconnected”

  1. Bogie says:

    we all go through dryness in our spirituality, but God is the God of second chances. We can still bring back our first love if we want to. I pray that God will pour out His love to you today. God bless!

  2. Mel Avila Alarilla says:

    If we surrender ourselves to God and accept Jesus Christ as our Lord and savior, then our salvation is assured as evidenced by John 3:16 (For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life). We stumble and sin, once in a while but if we confess our sins, then our spiritual integrity is again intact. (I John 1:9- If we confess our sins, God is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness). What we feel, if we are already born again, are the pangs of separation from God. But that is only illusory. So long as we remain faithful to God, nothing in the whole universe can ever separate us from His love. Right relationship with God is 24/7 and the whole year round not only on a special week of the year (Holy week). Pray and earnestly seek God’s guidance and light and you will receive times of refreshing. God bless you always.

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