Blessings and Beyond

This verse emphasizes how I felt lately inside. In this situation I am into, it really needs faith to go on. It’s so hard to endure when you feel so alone by yourself. My husband hasn’t sent support ever since we arrived here. My credit card bills which he made big by his selfish desires have gone overdue under my name. For the past few days, I haven’t heard from him not until last Saturday that I called asking for support but only answered I will send later…later…later. He knows that the bank I am with is open even in weekends but still he hasn’t sent anything. And with this situation, I felt abandoned.

I only have God to cling on right now. My parents are already sick and old. I couldn’t bear giving them the responsibility my husband left. Again, just like 3 years ago…he left me penniless. I am struggling again to survive with my two beautiful children.

Though I am in pain, I chose to remain optimistic and hopeful. If my husband does not want to do with us anymore, then I am sure God has planned something for me. He has a purpose in my life and I know He will be faithful to see it through. And unlike humans, the Lord our God doesn’t abandon us in times of great trouble.

Lord, I beg you to make my heart grow stronger. Give me enduring strength that I may journey through life always with a hopeful heart and never give up. Give me wisdom also to understand how things really are in your perspective. Lord, I know you will finish the God work in me and will not forsake me. Be with me always Lord. In Jesus Name, Amen!