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I Am So Disappointed!!

Just another day went by being locked up in a situation that is hurting. Why locked up? Well, I am quite married to someone who does not even care how I feel and I am just a stupid person who allowed myself be imprisoned in this hurting situation because of my love for him.

Anyway, I am just so disappointed with my husband today. I can’t help but blog about it. I felt like I need to get a term life insurance quote to secure my children’s future because I might die sooner because of massive downheartedness.

I prepared for our Halloween Date last night. I bought a blouse earlier just to look good for him. I even prepared dinner so that we can eat before we enjoy the night. But unfortunately, when we arrived home, he slept. After which I waked him up for dinner. Then after that he played PC games at my laptop. So as not to pressure him, I waited for him and watch a movie. Then he joined me. After watching the movie, I dressed up to give him the impression that I am ready but still he watched several movies by scanning them. As I started typing this, it’s past 12 midnight and my heart is aching badly. He didn’t even felt any regret that I felt so bad inside. Now he is fast asleep…as if he hasn’t hurt anyone! These are the moments that I wanted to hate him so badly. I am so hurt inside!!

ruby

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A SAHM blogger since 2007, a mother to three, a wife to one, a proud Filipina who believes that no religion can get us to heaven but only through a personal relationship with God.

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